If you and your husband find a solution for the pressing problem of drink you are, of course, going to be very happy. But all problems will not be solved at once. Seed has started to sprout in a new soil, but growth has only begun. In spite of your new-found happiness, there will be ups and downs. Many of the old problems will still be with you. This is as it should be. (Alcoholics Anonymous pg 117)
It always amazes me that both a person in recovery as well as that person’s significant other and family often get this strange idea that if the person does well in recovery all problems will vanish. As if recovery goes well all the problems of the past will disappear and the future will be one without any troubles or pain. This is not only a problem, but a set up for disaster.
The truth is that the pains of the past are yet to be fully resolved if resolved at all. For example, if a person was cheated on and one or the other finishes a recovery program, there will still be pain. One or both of the parties may be better prepared to start working through the pain involved, but there is still hurt and confusion. As the passage on page 117 states: “Many of the old problems will still be with you.” This is the absolute truth. There will still be some of the old problems and, “This is as it should be. ”
Why is it that this “is as it should be”? Because, the discomfort and pain one feels when these old problems come up are not evil, they are actually opportunities in disguise. Here is the fact: Pain and discomfort are not your enemy!! Pain and discomfort are neutral.
Think of a thermometer. If you stick on in your mouth and it states that your temperature is 98.6˚ you are doing fine. If however, you stick the thermometer and it reads 106˚, you have a problem. It would be foolish to get mad at the thermometer and yell at it or do everything you can to avoid the thermometer or to avoid talking about what the thermometer says. The thermometer reading 106˚ simply indicates that something is wrong and needs to be dealt with just like the coughing, sneezing, stomach ache etc. that probably brought that person to the thermometer also were indicators of a problem that had to be dealt with.
These uncomfortable feelings and emotional pains that will come up are the same. They are not evils to be yelled at or avoided, they are indicators of something that is wrong and needs to be properly dealt with. Just like yelling at or avoiding the information on the thermometer, not only do such actions not help, the problem usually gets worse when not properly dealt with. The discomfort and pain are not the problem. That is what the authors of the Alcoholics Anonymous book mean when they say “This is as it should be. ”
The faith and sincerity of both you and your husband will be put to the test. These work-outs should be regarded as part of your education, for thus you will be learning to live. You will make mistakes, but if you are in earnest they will not drag you down. Instead, you will capitalize them. A better way of life will emerge when they are overcome. (Alcoholics Anonymous pg 117)
These uncomfortable events that arise are called “work-outs” here. Think of what working out is. In the case of weight lifting, a person gets resistance in the direction a muscle moves which tears down the muscle tissue. This tearing down of the tissue allows the muscle to be rebuilt larger and stronger. These uncomfortable events may feel like they are tearing you down, but they are simply allowing everyone involved the opportunity to be rebuilt stronger if confronted.
But what about if not confronted or if confronted improperly?
Some of the snags you will encounter are irritation, hurt feelings and resentments. Your husband will sometimes be unreasonable and you will want to criticize. Starting from a speck on the domestic horizon, great thunderclouds of dispute may gather. These family dissensions are very dangerous, especially to your husband. Often you must carry the burden of avoiding them or keeping them under control. Never forget that resentment is a deadly hazard to an alcoholic. We do not mean that you have to agree with your husband whenever there is an honest difference of opinion. Just be careful not to disagree in a resentful or critical spirit. (Alcoholics Anonymous pg 117)
What may seem like a little thing can be blown way out of proportion in a hurry and the result will be far more tearing down than building up for everyone involved. As far as the resentment or improperly handled issues every person in the situation, including the person in recovery carries “the burden of avoiding them or keeping them under control.” That does not mean not confronting things, that simply means; “be careful not to disagree in a resentful or critical spirit.”
Notice in the beginning of this passage I quoted: “If you and your husband find a solution for the pressing problem of drink you are, of course, going to be very happy.” That is because every person has growing that he or she should be doing. If you have been around an addict or an alcoholic, it is often the case that you have problems that either helped in making this person worse or that are a result of this person’s problems. Blame, anger, resentment and so on will not do you or that person any good and may erupt into terrible harm. The absolute truth is: YOU CANNOT FIX ANOTHER HUMAN BEING, BUT YOU CAN WORK ON FIXING YOURSELF!!! Along with that is the fact that you cannot fix another person, you can however do great harm to another person.
The bottom line is that the discomfort, pain, disagreement and such are probably not bad; they are most likely just opportunities in disguise. Confronting things in a “resentful or critical spirit” is the evil that will keep all involved from the “very happy” described here.