As each member of a resentful family begins to see his shortcomings and admits them to the others, he lays a basis for helpful discussion. These family talks will be constructive if they can be carried on without heated argument, self-pity, self-justification or resentful criticism. (Alcoholics Anonymous pg 127)
Recovery from heavy drug or alcohol use is often not just a recovery process for the individual who is the “recovering person.” Often, it is those close to him or her that also need to adjust the way they think, act etc. also. This is a post that is directed mainly at the loved ones around the person in recovery.
Some people have done things that have hurt the person and have never allowed that person to discuss or process it. Some of the loved ones around the person were victims that adjusted to accommodate the alcohol or drug use so much that those loved ones have had their whole lives changed. Some have suffered the same things that the person recovery struggles to deal with but they do not fall as far or as obviously as the person now in recovery. Sometimes the loved ones around the person are doing everything right and the person in recovery has never taken the time or may have never had the opportunity to sit down and try to see the other perspective.
Whatever the case an open discussion, done with the right mindset and heart may be a huge step in the right direction. It is great if all involved are more focused on themselves and not on others. That also means that each person is focused on him or herself and his or her shortcomings, without “self-pity” or “self-justification”
Giving, rather than getting, will become the guiding principle. (Alcoholics Anonymous pg 128)
If the focus of the group is an honest concern for each other and not self-protection or codependence, then there is a good chance something helpful will be discussed. Let’s discuss those three things: 1) Not speaking out of self-protection, 2) not speaking out of codependence, 3) something helpful being discussed.
- Not speaking out of self-protection. Many in recovery have built a world of defensiveness to hide whatever else is going on in the heart and mind. If everyone around this person gets together and does the same thing what really happens is everyone blaming each other for what has taken place.
- The other side of this is the “poor me” person that really believe that he or she is is totally responsible for keeping everyone around happy and will agree with whatever you blame on him or her. This defensiveness on the parts of a whole group of loved ones will translate into: “You are the worst person who ever lived and you are the only real problem that all of us have.”
- The truth is each person needs to be honest about where he or she is wrong and where it actually was the person in recovery that was wrong. A little reality and truth all around is a must for this type of discussion. This is not only good for all, but even if the person in recovery thinks the whole thing is stupid it is a great example of what it looks like that will help his or her recovery.
- Not speaking out of codependence: One of the worst thing that could happen in such discussions is one or more people that blame themselves for everything the addict or alcoholic does. If you were in fact this person’s entire problem, why is that person and not you in recovery. Even if you were, are , or will be in recovery this person’s recovery is totally separate from yours. He or she has his own set of problems and struggles that you may have played a part in, but they are uniquely his or hers.
- If you take too much credit from the person in recovery, you give that person a way to avoid the truth or in other words to not work recovery.
- Something helpful being discussed: Notice that something helpful is to be discussed. There is no guarantee that the person will respond well or get it right away. All such a discussion is supposed to do is to give such a person a chance to deal with reality and see those around him or her do the same. If you are one of the other participants it is both your way of participation in the person’s recovery process and your process of healing also.
- Your goal is to see your REAL “shortcomings” and admit them to the others in the group and hopefully the person in recovery will do the same. But, if not, you have planted a seed that will hopefully be watered throughout recovery and you have had a chance to see and begin dealing with a shortcoming of your own.
The idea here is not blame or codependently taking the blame for that person so that he or she will not feel pain. The focus is the healing of everyone involved and of the group as a whole. This kind of connection with the friends, loved ones, family etc. can be helpful to all and especially for the person in recovery, the attitude of all is what determines how helpful it really is. So if you have been feeling like you need to blame the person in recovery for everything or that you need to not speak of such things because he or she may not be able to handle it remember:
Perhaps they created the impression that he is to be wrapped in cotton wool and placed on a pedestal. Successful readjustment means the opposite. All members of the family should meet upon the common ground of tolerance, understanding and love. This involves a process of deflation. The alcoholic, his wife, his children, his “in-laws,” each one is likely to have fixed ideas about the family’s attitude towards himself or herself. Each is interested in having his or her wishes respected. We find the more one member of the family demands that the others concede to him, the more resentful they become. This makes for discord and unhappiness. (Alcoholics Anonymous pg. 122)